Friday, October 27, 2006
Well, had it out again at about 4:oo a.m. and got nowhere. I couldn't sleep and finally did around 3:00 a.m. only to be waken soon after by Josie. She woke me up to tell me she was cold. I responded by asking her if she had completed the task that I had asked of her. I had asked her to write out a list of things she expects from me. I'm obviously not providing her with much of anything if she feels the need to call other men and talk on end about who knows what. She became upset about this saying that I'm crazy and making a big thing out of nothing. My response is that she is either delusional, or too stupid to understand what she is doing. She said she has done nothing. I let her know that it's her actions that are causing me to act this way and she told me that she thinks I'm crazy, as do the kids. Well, the kids waited for her to leave for work before they told me that they never said such things, and they can't understand why she is doing what she is doing. Miranda thinks it best if we just separate and I think I might agree. Josie is damaged goods. Josie isn't a moron, but is too lazy to use her intellect in any degree. Josie revealed to me recently something about her past that I had always suspected, and that plays a big part in all of this as well. Josie is a horrible liar, can't keep stories straight and gets caught easily therefor she has no business making shit up in the first place. I'm not perfect. I never have been and I'll take responsibility where my shortcomings reside. But, I have never cheated on my wife, not even once. I have had the opportunity to but never did it because I put my family first before my own pleasure. Plus, I had faith in my wife that she would never do any such thing. Faith, it's for the weak. I've obviously wasted that part of my life foolishly.
Posted by Joe at 12:52:00 PM