Friday, August 14, 2020

SADNESS....


My heart breaks. For humanity,  for this planet. My brother in law died two days ago. I would gladly give up my life this very second to bring him back, give him a second chance. I'm tired of being sad, nobody to talk to. I've broken off the friendship with my own mother this month. I only wanted to talk about things from the past. Verbal abuse, physical abuse at home and in school. Other weird shit that happened when I was a kid. Instead of any hope of any conversation, she chose to call me a liar. I only wanted to hear her say that she was sorry. Why the fuck did I think that I matter enough to be listened to. I hate this ugly fucking piece of shit planet. The universe will be better off once we are gone.

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